Personally its a pretty spiritual time for me because its not only about doing rituals and talking with the dead, its also about personal expression and desire. And for me these past few halloweens, its been all about walking around as myself... who I am... at least for one day in the calendar.
Okay... okay... I know what you are thinking.... no, I don't think I'm Ezio or some 15th century assassin. I just like the Ezio outfit and it is representative of one of the many sides of my personality... a side that I don't often display because of social appropriateness..... Haiz, now to think about it, I'm quite literally walking around with a mask on 24/7 for 364 days of the year :P
See, most people... colleagues, family and even the people at my swordfighting class see me as a big ol' softie.... slightly conservative... not outstanding.... blends into the crowd.... low on confidence and assertiveness.... and as my mom would say... a "girly gurl".... I guess they would never think that I'm the sort who would dress up in black robes, wear a mask and do the whole magic circle and candles thing...
Yet that's exactly what I did for the last few halloweens. Well, this halloween I decided to express the side of me that really likes fighting and for lack of better analogy... really really wants to "beat people up".
Is it childish? Yep.... Infantile? Definitely.... Certainly more bravado than actual skill was involved.:P However, it is my one chance to express how I feel about myself. I mean, I am growing a wee bit tired of assuming the role I'm assuming in my work.....:( I'm competent in my job but it doesn't really make me happy. Of course, I say to everyone at work that I find it "fulfilling" because, dammit, that's what they expect you to say...
So I find myself now at this junction sighing very very sadly that despite the "many strides forward" I have made for myself over the years (that's how F sees it)... I'm still, for the most part, pretending to be someone I'm not to about 99% of the people that I know....my family included :(
Anyways... I guess I can be emo in another post.... the following are pictures that I took with Wolfy on our halloween outing to the Asian Civilisations Museum... and yes, the museum really came through with its promise of free movie, ice cream, candy and beer....mmmmmmm.....
Also I'm so glad that our friend B joined us this year .... haha... he was our group "otaku" :D But as he said himself, his picture taking skills sux.
So enjoy the pix... oh and for the sake of remaining anonymous I have pixelated the faces of both myself and wolfy.... :D
Crystal dancer-juggler from a sideshow at the museum.

I thought this lady's costume idea was fantastic :)
Unknowingly, B took a picture of a giant orb and some smaller orbs while lining up for the free movie
Normally Wolfy doesn't wear a mask with his costumes... (unless it is part of the outfit)
his skin I suspect is thicker than mine. I wonder why he is covered this year?


Admittedly the "chao ah beng" pose looks best in photo for him.


It was a beautiful night and my skin is definitely thin.
Some photos of me are pixelated on purpose.
I'll probably not do the second stubby pose again...

The security guard really thought we were fighting here. :D
We decided to do some test fights because we are going to do a mock fight at the AFA.

Whoa, that's too close.... and I look like a bloody amateur....
Wolfy's response to that is "It dun matter how you fight... no one can tell!"

Anyway... we decided to fight again... heh...
its a rehearsed routine but its guaranteed to be faster
than whatever has been done at cosplay events previously.
his skin I suspect is thicker than mine. I wonder why he is covered this year?


Admittedly the "chao ah beng" pose looks best in photo for him.


It was a beautiful night and my skin is definitely thin.
Some photos of me are pixelated on purpose.
I'll probably not do the second stubby pose again...

The security guard really thought we were fighting here. :D
We decided to do some test fights because we are going to do a mock fight at the AFA.

Whoa, that's too close.... and I look like a bloody amateur....
Wolfy's response to that is "It dun matter how you fight... no one can tell!"

Anyway... we decided to fight again... heh...
its a rehearsed routine but its guaranteed to be faster
than whatever has been done at cosplay events previously.
Well, despite sweltering under layers of fabric, I thought Halloween was fun. Unfortunately, after drinking beer and not resting enough the next two days, I caught the "flu" again... haiz... such is life. :(


















