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Monday, October 20, 2008

Bleeeggghhhh.....


It's Monday and I have caught the flu. This is like the worst time of the week for me to get any kind of illness. I've got 2 blocks of 2 hour long meetings tomorrow with a large group of people. Personally I don't like speaking to large groups, especially about matters related to my current work, but that's life :P

Things have calmed down on the metaphysical scene. I'm no longer running around in the shoes of some of my more "colourful" past lives ... so to speak. I'm now viewing everything with a sort of detachment. It could be that this could be another past life I am experiencing, I'll just have to see. I'm waking up every day to a new understanding of myself and who I am.

In the meantime, this flu business is really getting me down. I thought about a year or so back, I got this problem licked. However, the cycle is returning again. :( I think perhaps this whole thing is probably something karmic. Sigh, I guess it will take me some time to figure this out. It could also be that I am pretty exhausted because I had a weekend of running around with little sleep. THAT also makes me more succeptible to illness. Moreover, on Saturday night I was out late in a turkish place that was really pretty dank and dusty and most of the people were smoking. I guess despite the old-world charm of that place, it does have a version of the sick-building syndrome.

I really gotta be more careful about such places. Also it does have heavy energy :( geeze... sometimes I need to remind myself to make use of my own personal skills to protect myself :P